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Oneshot: Thinking by Firelight

IK. Takes place first week of August, 1557 (about a week after I/K realize they are expecting Atae)


Thinking by Firelight


Kagome woke up to find InuYasha sitting up, in bed, the bed clothes barely draped across his lap. He had gotten up earlier and stirred up the fire in the fire pit, and the ruddy glow touched his chest and hair and the planes of his face with soft highlights and made his eyes glitter. His look was intense and serious, and his eyes stared away into someplace far away.

Kagome sighed, very softly, then sat up and moved next to him. Laying her head against his shoulder, she simply said, “It felt like something wasn’t right.”

“Keh,” he muttered, and wrapped an arm around her. He didn’t meet her eyes, lowering his head and hiding them behind his bangs, but his right ear twitched like it did when he was distressed or unsure.

She took his other hand and placed it over her lower abdomen, and rested hers over it. “Are you worried about the baby?”

“No,” he said, then sighed. “Maybe. I don’t know. I heard that bitch over on the other side of the village today – ”

“Haname-sama?” Kagome said, looking up, touching his face.

For a moment his gaze was hard and unreadable, but then suddenly, it thawed. “Feh,” he said. “She doesn’t deserve an honorific.” InuYasha encircled Kagome’s wrist gently with his hand and laced his fingers in hers.

She frowned. “I know she doesn’t approve of us, really, but – ”

InuYasha brought her hand to his lips and gently kissed it. “All my life I’ve put up with people talking against me. But talking dirt about you is different.”

Kagome leaned against him again, and gave his hand a gentle squeeze. “She’s just one bitter old woman, InuYasha. She got angry the other day because she found out I was taking a turn at staying with old Daisuke last week when he was laid up with his back. Evidently she was expecting to be the one Kaede called on.” She sighed. “I feel sorry for her, really. She’s never been happy since her oldest son ran away to Odawara.”

“Yeah, well she was telling some of the women how you don’t deserve to be wearing miko clothes, even if Kaede puts up with it.” InuYasha’s arm pulled her to him a little tighter.

“Oh, I bet she said she wanted to rip the clothes off my back and would rather die in her own filth rather than let me touch her,” Kagome said.

InuYasha turned and looked at her, surprised. “You knew?”

“Yeah,” she replied, sighing a little. “Hana stopped by while you were out of the house and told me everything she said. I knew. It hurts a little, but I think of her family and her husband, having to put up with such an unhappy woman, and I feel sorry for all of them.”

“I . . . I . . .” he struggled for something to say.

“People are going to talk, I guess, if they want to. But Kaede knows about the baby, and so does Tomeo the headman, and they’re content. We have friends here, InuYasha. One bitter, sad woman won’t turn the whole village against us.”

“If you say so,” he said, his voice registering his doubt.

“I do. And I have you to protect me and our child. And I couldn’t be happier.” She reached up and kissed his chin. “Lay back down with me?”

InuYasha nodded, and followed her. As he lay there, stroking her hair and back, part of him, knowing the evil that lies in the heart of humans and that remembered the persecution of an odd boy who wasn’t like the others stayed vigilant. But after awhile, the part of him that had trust and hope in the future that the woman in his arms had brought to him, won out, and buoyed up by her touch and scent and optimism, he at last fell asleep.

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sunsingergirl
Nov. 23rd, 2009 09:08 am (UTC)
Yay! You're back! ^_^ We missed you!

I love Kagome's reaction to the old woman talking bad about her; she's always so optimistic. Sometimes I envy her, lol.
knittingknots
Nov. 23rd, 2009 09:15 am (UTC)
I wanted to finish this yesterday, but I had the anime episode in my head, and I didn't want Inu to be that angsty....LOL.
sunsingergirl
Nov. 23rd, 2009 09:31 am (UTC)
Yeah, 'cause Angst!Inu is bad, lol. *sarcasm, btw*

Edited at 2009-11-23 09:32 am (UTC)
psyco_chick32
Nov. 23rd, 2009 03:45 pm (UTC)
Awwwwww so sweet! It's so good to see Kagome soothing InuYasha's worries for the future - and knowing that they do have friends in the village.

Kagome has a great outlook on things *nodsnods*
knittingknots
Nov. 23rd, 2009 05:10 pm (UTC)
Yes she does...and a lot more skill and experience in interacting with humans...She knows enough that she wasn't even going to mention it to InuYasha, and he had no idea she even knew...
landofthekwt
Nov. 23rd, 2009 04:43 pm (UTC)
Wonderful story. It will always be hard for IY to forgot the memories that he has of his childhood. IY has only seen the evil in humans while Kagome believes in the basic goodness. He will need her to get through the problems that mixed marriages engender in the Sengoku Jidai.
knittingknots
Nov. 23rd, 2009 05:29 pm (UTC)
Exactly.
langus_fiction
Nov. 23rd, 2009 05:09 pm (UTC)
I really love these little snapshots from your timeline. I find them to be pleasantly pastoral and they leave me feeling warm despite the trials the characters might be going through. It's the tenderness and affection that radiates through their every word and touch, I think. You capture it perfectly, and seemingly so effortlessly, too. I am truly envious of your talent. I look forward to reading the next installment :)
knittingknots
Nov. 23rd, 2009 05:29 pm (UTC)
Why thank you!
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